This is my blog to keep track of my journey on getting and being pregnant. I had my fist miscarriage around 11/17/11, but I will not let this hold me back. I never thought about miscarriage my fear was always that I couldn't get pregnant. I'll rant, talk about my fears, my strugles, the high points, and the lows. I'll be a first time mom and would love any tips or help you can give.
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loveyouthroughitalways asked: Happy Birthday!! I hope it is a great day and I hope that your baby keeps growing healthy. Almost throwing up is a good sign. :] Have a wonderful day!!!
Thanks girl! I hope the little ball keeps growing! :-) positive vibes!!!
It’s my birthday!
I almost just threw up! I said a little prayer to my mom because today is the day she gave birth to me and I asked that she keep my baby healthy and strong and not 5 minutes later I feel sick! I will take this feeling everyday if it means my baby is doing well! Bring it on :-)
Waiting and more waiting.
I just want to know now if everything is okay or not. I can’t take the waiting. My next u/s is Tuesday at 7:30 pm and it feels like 2 years from now. It’s all I think about, husband keeps telling me to try and not think about it but I can’t. This little ball is inside of me and I just want to know if it’s going to stay.
I have a busy weekend ahead, My 26th birthday is tomorrow and we are going to evening mass and then a comedy club with some friends. Sunday morning we are leaving bright and early and heading to Baltimore for a little getaway since the husband has vacation time. Then heading back home for our appointment Tuesday night.
My face is still breaking out, I still have quezziness, I go to bed at like 10:30 and wake up around 8am (and I actually fall asleep when I lay down). I’m still hopeful that god has heard all of my prayers and this baby will be okay. I guess it’s back to waiting.
Another headache.
This is the 3 rd day in a row that I have had a head ache. :-(
loveyouthroughitalways asked: Prayers being sent your way and sticky dust as well! :]
Thank you so much! They are very much appreciated!
Another rainy day…
Kinda goes with my mood. I just got back from morning mass. I thought I prayed a lot last time, but god must be tired of hearing me now.
Like I said everything I have seen in books says a heart rate of 90-110 is good for 6.5 to 7 weeks. And the first time he took it, it was 109. So I’m really hoping he made me worry for no reason. I won’t know till next Tuesday night when I go for my next ultra sound. If the heart beat is stronger and the little one has kept on growing. The waiting is what is hard, not knowing if the little one is okay or not.
All I can do is pray pray pray and that’s what I have been doing.
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In what to expect when expecting book it says heart rate for 6 weeks is 80 bpm.
8 weeks is 150 bpm. Maybe my doctor is being overly cautious?
He said he is worried because of the elongated sac and the low heart rate because the sac can collapse on the baby and that will cause the miscarriage.
It didn’t look that irregular to me…
Has anyone else every had an elongated sac or irregular sac and everything turn out okay? Or waht about a slower heart rate?
I’ve spent so much time praying today I know god will help my baby grow and stay strong I just know he will. I will look back at this and laugh one day.
So not the best news…
The Doctor said that the gestasional sac is not round, its elongated and the heart beat was only 106bpm which is low. (It should be around 150bpm)
The baby measured the right size 6w6days. But he said that it could be fine but this could also be a sign of a miscarriage as well. I tried really hard not to cry but I just want this little one so bad. I’m trying to stay strong till husband leaves for work because I don’t want him to have a bad night.
We go back for another ultra sound on the 31st. He said that the heart beat should be up and it should have grown. If not then I guess I don’t know.
Prayers are welcome!
Has anyone else had a low heart rate around 7 weeks and then gotten stronger?
(it won’t leave an ask box so please message :-)
timeoflilacs asked: What is going on? Why the second u/s? I'm thinking about you and the Mr. and the baby. Lots of love and hugs and prayers coming your way!!!
Awe thank you! That really made my day :-) we are going for the 2nd u/s at 1pm to hopefully see the heart beat. I’m about 6 w 5/6 days so there should be one. I’m still just nervous that if there is one today could it stop at 7w4days like last time? I never saw the heart beat last time so I don’t really know if it was ever there. I don’t think I will feel safe till week 14 really. :-(
Second ultra sound in a couple hours…
So I don’t feel excited at all. I feel very nervous. Im hopeful for the best but expecting the worst. By expecting the the worst I don’t let my guard down and I won’t be hurt if something is wrong. I’m really scared that something will be wrong. I just have to breathe and pray. I wish my mom was here.







